my own little lonely corner of the internet, this is my home of pixles and empty numbers

irl isnt comfortable and customizeable like code is

there isnt really anyone here at all, and while im terrible agoraphobic, i still wanna be a person somewhat,

i wanna love and be loved but sometimes it makes me sad because ill think its all just chemicals and science rather than something meaningful on a more spiritual (think souls) kind of level

but then, whats the difference between the cold code and the cold, calculatedness of chemical emotion?